so guys, wassup! (sufficient as a gesture, i guess! )
i know i said that some story is in the pipeline, well i guess it still is, but right now, while resting cozily in my nest, listening to some legendary songs of creed and poets of the fall, on a pair of awesome headphones lent by a friend (klipsch s3, the're just simply superb), i just had an urge of writing. so here i am.
right now, its four in the morning, and i am just casually wondering over different facts of life i keep stumbling upon. there is pandemonium, there is pure chaos. but amidst, there is a moment, a lingering and inexplicitable moment when everything pauses for a while, and unpauses. ok, lets talk about that moment. my life here is full of haphazardness, and i love that. infact i worship chaos, from the bottom of my heart. but almost everyday, i automatically have this moment when life seems to be like a VCR, where i can really pause my surroundings, breath, take it all in, feel blessed for whatever i have and whatever i don't, feel love for my friends that are with me, feel love for my family thats sitting far away but is almost always with me, feel great and content; AWESOME!!
like today, in the afternoon, when i woke up. as i am more of a night person,when i woke up my room was crowded with some already awake friends and as much as i heard, they were wondering about my sleeping capabilities, pretty much unaware that my ears are switched on. normally, i would have just stood up from the bed, however today, for no reason, i lingered. i don't know why, but i just felt great and content, awesome. i felt the change that took years to crawl inside me, reverbating in myself. i felt everything that has happened to me till now, everything good and bad. remember, you need some time to see everything, more time to hear, but to feel; it just happens in some split seconds.
i remembered the words of shakespeare, "life is a stage, we're all performers". i heard my name in the conversation thats still going on in my friends and felt strange. shubham, yeah thats my part of the play, i thought. i have a behaviour, an attitude, a personality, good or bad i don't care, but thats what constitutes my puppet on the stage. although, my soul (its getting too philosophical here :p), is absolutely nothing, zero. in the end, there will be no fingerprints of my body on my soul. personality, attitude, all the constituents of my puppet are momentarily; numbness is ultimate, absolute and permanent. all that would be left of my puppet will be found on the beds of ganga. haha, yes that strikes a chord, i said to myself as i finally got out of my bed. (the conversation stopped suddenly!)
so the whole reason (there is always one behind everything, if there isn't, find one. can't find one?, make one. no one can distinguish the truth.) behind me posting this is a simple yet unfanthomable truth. no matter how hectic your life maybe, always find a second to take a pause, repeat the procedure demonstrated somewhere above, and try to be awesome as much as you can be, for "baboomoshay, hamm sab toh is rangmanch ke kathputliyaan hain re"!
live for love, thrive for passion, stay up to run for your dream, leave everything on the 'big buddy upstairs', for he will bestow awesomeness on you.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!
STAY AWESOME!
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