so, as i have decided to be back, its too hard to resist writing. more like, placing your precious thoughts into one place, and being sure that they are gonna be there, saved. just like dumbledore's pensieve. now, just a tiny little post before i am off to mumbai.
i grew up seeing people who were obsessed with their respective religion. one is the fear of god, other is the love for god. but being obsessed is totally different. its like a way to get high. literally. in those eyes i saw no fear, no love, i saw need. i saw weakness. i smelled negativity. in my days of utter naivety, i thought that if there is a higher power out there, governing the systems, it shouldn't smell negative. men should not feel weak. should they?
and so i chose to fall out. i stopped going to temple. i stopped praying. and i thought that if morality can exist without religion, and a human can lead his life the way he wants to without any help of idols, maybe there is no need of any religion. because over the years, the only thing i have seen people learning out of the religion books is the limits and bounds. i felt there is more to life.
and now, several years have passed since my abandonment, sometimes i find myself being obsessed against god. against religion. i praise every other god-mockery post on the internet thats sold under the name of 'intelligent sarcasm'. the devil's bible, i think, has better vision for life. but i guess that is negative too.
some are obsessed for the religion, some are against. but only few can read between the lines, what our ancestors left for us. maybe its all fiction, maybe its all true, but definitely they did not want to get fucked up. and i guess, if they could find out the speed of light at that time, as mentioned in Rig ved, i guess they had some ground before writing all the fictional characters. ultimately, its our choice!
i grew up seeing people who were obsessed with their respective religion. one is the fear of god, other is the love for god. but being obsessed is totally different. its like a way to get high. literally. in those eyes i saw no fear, no love, i saw need. i saw weakness. i smelled negativity. in my days of utter naivety, i thought that if there is a higher power out there, governing the systems, it shouldn't smell negative. men should not feel weak. should they?
and so i chose to fall out. i stopped going to temple. i stopped praying. and i thought that if morality can exist without religion, and a human can lead his life the way he wants to without any help of idols, maybe there is no need of any religion. because over the years, the only thing i have seen people learning out of the religion books is the limits and bounds. i felt there is more to life.
and now, several years have passed since my abandonment, sometimes i find myself being obsessed against god. against religion. i praise every other god-mockery post on the internet thats sold under the name of 'intelligent sarcasm'. the devil's bible, i think, has better vision for life. but i guess that is negative too.
some are obsessed for the religion, some are against. but only few can read between the lines, what our ancestors left for us. maybe its all fiction, maybe its all true, but definitely they did not want to get fucked up. and i guess, if they could find out the speed of light at that time, as mentioned in Rig ved, i guess they had some ground before writing all the fictional characters. ultimately, its our choice!
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