a break from myself.

plan. dreams. words on the gravestone. all are lie.
but chaos. sleep. and death. are real. true. infact the truest thing thats on earth.
time flies, yes.
you can't catch it by the tail.
every second if you are numb. you feel the thumps on your brain and beats of your heart.
every second is a festival of life, carnival of the new, grave of the old.
time flies, yes.
can you catch up in a starship?
get me out of this commotion towards the divine light? why is that so fucked up?

you loved someone all by heart? you lie. can you die. you do not need to!
you live in the imaginary world where you rule. that is lie too. you are woven up in a cocoon of lie.
love, trust, divine light, all are lie.
lust, greed and darkness are true. fear is true.
you actually live in a gutter of dregs.
you are the byproducts of god.
earth is a dumpyard that god created.
get out, burn, die a million times, then maybe you will understand.
but no not even then!
good bye, coz i am dying once. lets see how that feels like.
how the sleep of a loser feels like.
break the bonds, and live........