Sunday, 13 October 2013

GOA. the freak show #1

hello people.
my 'one third of a moment' series is on hold as i have a trip to share, a freak show to tell you about.
GOA.the land of beaches and bitches, and about the sudden arrival and just as sudden departure. just keeps your seatbelts intact, as i always promise, its gonna be a freakin' bumpy ride.
                the whole description is a copy paste of the notes i wrote in my phone, while sitting in the train just after a quarrel with an army officer, or while waiting for a bloody bus to come on an extremely deserted bus station in a remote part of karnataka, or while having my martini, waiting for the girls to arrive on the stage on a strip club. hold your horses, there is the first one. how it all began.

#1.
    i am a dreamer, an avid one on that note. so engrossed sometimes that though i might be walking on a pavement, in my mind, i might be walking on the aisle with the love of my life, or on the red carpet of an award show where i am nominated in the category of the best director, or i am on my way to the space capsule, wearing the typical orange NASA spacesuit. but when it comes to doing something, i hesitate. i fail. i do not know why, whats the reason?
               my brother is continuously nudging me to go to goa with him. and just as continuously i am saying no. i am still not sure why am i denying for such an adventurous place. maybe i am feeling guilty, maybe i am too tired, maybe i am too concentrated on the internship. i have already screwed it to an extent, but i still think it can be recovered if worked upon. or maybe, i have lost the adventure streak that i held in me so proudly? can that happen? 

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